Sunday, 3 August 2014

BEYOND HELP?

Bonjour, 

Today, the 8th August, is SEVERE and VERY SEVERE ME AWARENESS DAY

Although I don't have severe M.E. , I do have relapses where I become more severe. I worry that I will stay at that level. So I only have a taste of what it feels like to have severe M.E. 

I can only imagine how it must feel to be at a severe or very severe level all the time. I have written some poems to try and express how that must feel. 

This is one of them 

Beyond Help 
Alive but not living
Feel dead yet still breathing
In the dark I’m lying
And silently crying
I try to keep hoping
But nothing is helping
Doctors should be caring
But they’ve stopped visiting
With poor understanding
'Beyond help' they’re thinking
So nothing is changing
I’m left slowly dying
My days never ending
This prison enclosing
Abandoned, despairing
Isolated, waiting
Until my life is ending



I also dedicated this poem to poem  Lotta Wirström (from Sweden) 
Lotta became so ill that she sadly took her life.  

How many more have done the same? How many more give up the fight? Suicide is a common cause of death of those with M.E. 



Wendy Boutilier has done some amazing graphics and shared quotes for 8th August 2021. You can see them here  on Facebook and here on her website  

I accepted her invitation to write a quote. This is my contribution. 




This neglect has to  end. It's unacceptable that people should be abandoned and labelled as beyond help. Please join me and share as much information as possible today and every day.  
Thank you
A bientot from the French Femme xxx  

2 comments:

  1. Gosh, this is a stunning portrayal of the daily, tortuous reality of Severe ME : the abandonment especially. Thank you so much for this, it is an important contribution to Severe ME Awareness week.

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    1. Thank you Greg. Even though I don't have severe M.E. I've had severe relapses. I wanted to portray the reality of life with severe M.E. and how people are abandoned and neglected. I had already written a poem entitled 'Alive but not living' which is the case for the vast majority of people with M.E. and so changed and adapted it to take it even further - to hopefully convey what it must feel like to live with severe M.E.

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